When I Ramble...

Sometimes its best to keep silent Sometimes Its the time to speak Sometimes its time for the half truth Sometimes You are not to fall weak Sometimes you speak your mind but so as to not break another's Sometimes you speak your heart but never to break another's Sometimes you say it false because truth can hurt your dearest Sometimes false becomes true because you want to be someone's nearest Sometimes you want to be understood without any explanations or speech Sometimes you wonder if there is any understanding within your reach Sometimes you wonder how to say it without saying Sometimes you wonder how to sway them without swaying Sometimes you feel its ok to go on bearing Sometimes you wonder when the time comes for sharing Sometimes they need a reminder sharing is caring Sometimes you need a reminder sparing is also caring.

a year gone by, a lot to tell in grand fashion, we will bid farewell (to the year) when he was born, he was tiny as a tadpole tiny fists, tiny toes, eyes and hair, black as coal full of questions, a distant sigh  for when i am gone, he wonders why twinkling eyes and a longing gaze  he welcomes me home with a warm embrace sit and stand, climb and crawl try he will to master them all sounds he makes, though words they are not full of expressions, he communicates a lot stealthy as a cat, he longs to throw everything in sight, high and low grown he has, a foot or more a long mane of hair, which we adore a year gone by, a lot to tell through my eyes fall memories, all pell mell

Came across this among some old notes from a night out i pulled once.. like so many zillion other students on the planet i had a test the next day and i had waited for the oh so auspicious moment to start studying.. - the night before!! kaante kat jaate hain ginti phir wahin laut aati hain lekin na aaye laut ke wahi pal ke dekho raat abhi baaki hai pal se pal ka judna pannon pe panne woh mudna jaise waqt se hi ho rahi ho hamari baat ke dekho raat abhi baaki hai jaise tanha waqt pe aaye hame taras jaane kitne uske beete baras baithe dene uska saath ke dekho raat abhi baaki hai hamare saamne, humse chipkar milte hai woh do log jab aadhi duniya ko lagti hai neend ka rog aaj pakdenge dono ko range haath ke dekho raat abhi baaki hai yantra chale, uske peeche koi tantra chale seekhe humne karmyog ke mantra bhale aas hai pal mein doh pal ke neend ki ki dekho raat abhi baaki hai ja

There are "your's" and there are "them's" the two of them get together, to make an "us" and this is how goes their story thus: Life is but a winding road it snakes through valleys, hills and meadows from dawn to dusk, and east to west it brings forth all hours of shadows Every now and then there comes a place, your mind wanders and heart starts to yearn, for something new and something old and then, the road ahead takes a turn One such bend is thus called Marriage its a friend, its a foe, a kind of truth and a lore its a fairy tale, its a dream, bits of it is cinematic and there is some from never before Its a peace and appease and then but its a piece of work its a train that takes us places heaven and hell, even New York Its a teacher and thy student its a playground without an end its a child without a clue what do you know! its a timeless errand! Its the bond between earth and moon seamlessly moving, endless secre

i looked up into the sky wondering, pondering as to why fate makes fun of us n lets us scrounge in the dust we toil at them, those curve balls from life,  but never do we get closer to figuring it out, alas, the human mind is one of a kind! layers n layers of thoughts entangled in eternity can never part one from another never will there be certainty clear it is to us, in all this confusion its a one-of-a-kind symphony tragedy, comedy and action in its fusion life likes its irony they say change is the only constant thing in life darn it, I am freshly out of those!! haha.. p.s. if you guyz were wondering, that is after you read the whole post, as to whats the connection between the title of the post and the verses themselves... i will advise you to read up on Derivatives and then read the last two lines again :) 

फिर उन्ही राहोँ में खो  जाने दो फिर उसी दौर में लौट जाने दो ऐ वक़्त, आ मुझे थाम ले फिर वोह तस्वीर अखियों में भर दे  तन्हाई में आँखें कर लूँ बंद और यादें बन जाए कविता के चंद पिछली ज़िन्दगी दिल के करीब से गुज़रे उन गलियों के दामन में मेरा आज बिसरे खिड़कियाँ बंद, फिर भी वोह ठंडी हवा चलती है ठण्ड में ठिठुरती हूँ और वोह गरम कॉफ़ी की हाथ पकडाती है बर्फ भरी वादियाँ दिख जाए मुझे कॉफ़ी  का स्वाद दे जाए ज़िन्दगी मुझे फिर मन करता है के वोह मंजिल तै करूँ फिर दिल चाहे उस वक़्त में लौटूं क्या वक़्त दे पाएगा मुझे इतना सहारा के रोह सकूँ में अपने नैनों की धारा कहते है वक़्त मरहम है, दावा है, दुआ है हर टूटे दिल, हर बहते आंसूं का किनारा है वक्त ही तोह मांगे ये दिल बस, वोह आज नहीं, आज ही तोह नहीं!! A tad bit home sick guyz :)